Making Progress!

We were at Toledo Bend for Easter and I distinctly remember how fatigued I was. When we went to the Easter services I could hardly walk from the car to the church doors without getting exhausted. I couldn't even imagine ever being strong again. But this weekend I rustled up some courage and I went TUBING on the lake! It was really fun and although it wore me out, I thoroughly enjoyed doing something fun for a change! I think the kids were shocked that I would even try to tube. As you can tell from the picture the kids can't wait to go "jump in the lake"!

I can't say that I am as strong emotionally as I am physically. I have a hard time relaxing and can't seem to find the inner strength I am longing for. I guess I am basically just coping, and I am forgetting to breathe, you know, that conscious cleansing breath that says you trust the world. I am staying in prayer and asking God to help carry me through as he always has! And I know he will.